Well, I had one of those moments today. Today I met with a Gynecologist, and let me tell you just the word scares the living bajeezums out of me, not because of what this specific Dr. does but because its someone new that I need to give them a run down on my reproductive organs, sexual history, and everything else under the sun.
This specific Dr. appointment came about because my husband and I have been trying to have a baby for just over 18 months and in the world of baby making it shouldn't take that long. For the past year I have felt this deep down pit in my stomach that said something wasn't working, and to this day I still have that deep down pit. My husband and I both don't want to admit that its either of us that have something wrong, instead he just keeps saying its going to be a "simple" problem I am not sure I believe that. I personally think it's going to be a long road that I nor him are ready to travel down even though we are desperately seeking a little one.
I will elaborate more on my appointment another time, but for now let me just say don't hold in the problems it can cause even more stress then there needs to be on any one person or any couple. In ending this post let me show you my beautiful bouncing nephew Colby. He is such joy even if he does scream 24/7 or at least that's what my ears are telling me when I am around him....
XOXO
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