Its been a bit... I am glad I am finding a few minutes to sneak in a posting, mostly because I feel pretty out of sorts these days. Granted I love summer, but that is coming to a close now that September is here and I live in the NEK; this summer has been wonderful warm temps, lots of little mini get aways, plentiful bounty from our garden, and much swimming (for the dog at least).
Now that Fall is just a cold night away, I look forward to ever changing leaves from greens to beautiful Golds, the Burnt Oranges, and Bright Vibrant Reds. The fact I can plant my Garlic, bulbs, and wear many scarves and boots again is an uber plus in my book. Those things make me happy but really right now deep down I feel lousy! I feel like I am one person on the outside and on the inside I am fighting to keep things together. I am not sure the root of this issue maybe its just a hormonal imbalance now that my lady parts are clean as a whistle and suppose to be working fabulously, or the fact that I have another appointment with the awesome Dr. P this coming Monday and am a worry wart, or maybe its just all in my head.... Either way I am hoping that I get back to my chipper and happy self soon, since I don't really think I am feeling depressed but all the issues I and my husband have been dealing with surrounding infertility just suck the life out of you, and its not just the personal life that gets affected.
