So it has been a long time since I have written anything, but here I am today plauged with thoughts and emotions due to many things happening in my life. Where to start is the question... hmm???

First off, I found out after visiting an REI specialist at Dartmouth Hitchcock that I would need to have my right fallopian tube removed and hope that the left tube is ok and not blocked up like the right. Also in hopes that Justin and I will not need IVF to concieve a child after the surgery. I should find out today when my surgery is. I am scared since it would be my first actual surgery where I would need to be knocked out (aahhhhh!)

Secondly, the basement has been put on hold since it has been super nice here in the NEK of VT. We are stuck with paint on the walls, and parcial paint on the floors. Atleast we have a mostly working bathroom, minus the vent that needs fixing :(

Thirdly I have taken a new job! I am now the Supervisor of Outreach here at NEKCA Newport. It is a great move for me, but also a sad one since I left Youth Services and I loved everyone I worked with dearly. I am excited, nervous and also feeling pretty unprepared to be a supervisor but I will make it work and try my hardest to be the best one I can be :)

To leave off this brief and short note I want to take a second to thank the awesome military friends I have for their sacrifice and service. This past Monday was memorial day and it was a special one at that, many of my closer friends are no long over seas.

I follow a blog that speaks to me and whose writer is so honest and makes me believe that all things good do happen within time. Her post for today made me weep but gave me so much hope for my future :) I wish to share it with you in hopes that you will find it as meaningful to you... Wishing all of those Mothers out there a Happy Mothers day! and those to you who are not yet mothers celebrate it still knowing someday your dream will come true :)

http://mattandkaraadopt.blogspot.com/2012/05/mothers-day.html?showComment=1336759582641#c6910275170525517765